Fight4354

Two years really passed in the blink of an eye. Just a few days ago, I might still have been immersed in the joy of possibly pursuing a PhD, but as the farewell approaches, I still feel reluctant. I don’t like the withdrawal reaction of goodbyes... I don’t like it... Tonight, I went to bed a bit late, and even after sleeping for a while, I felt uncomfortable, so I got up to watch some videos. I see everyone posting graduation photos on Douyin. I always thought I was far from graduation, that it would be years before I received that certificate, but in a certain sense, I have also graduated from school, graduated from the research group... Here, I also need to thank my comrades. The connection from my undergraduate school allowed me to come to the current research group. I met a very visionary boss and a small boss who has always been a role model through his own efforts. I encountered a senior who has been exceptionally good to me; he not only taught me many experimental skills but also alleviated a lot of my personal internal struggles, helping me see the essence of the world and people. I also have to thank the senior who took me out to play and to communicate with his friends; he really has no words for us, willing to introduce us to his childhood friends and take us out for drinks. Although I don’t drink often, drinking with them was the most enjoyable experience for me, and I miss them very much. Thanks to all the seniors, thanks to all the seniors, thanks to all the seniors. There’s the laid-back senior who took me to do experiments from the very beginning, the encyclopedic senior who is a confidant, the possessive senior who is fiercely protective of his partner, the iron senior who takes care of me, the warm-hearted senior with whom I can have in-depth discussions about our views on life, the two muscular seniors with boundless strength, and the senior sister who plays with me, explores with me, shares joy with me, laughs with me, and rides bikes with me. I also can’t forget my good buddy who shares the same birthday as me; although our personalities aren’t very similar, we still care for each other and cooperate happily! And there’s a junior brother I particularly enjoy spending time with 😉. Among them is a master who is like a character from a martial arts novel, possessing exceptional skills and teaching me everything. We have many collaborations ahead, and I wish us a pleasant partnership in advance. With the encouragement, support, and companionship of these seniors and juniors, I am really happy and love this research group. In these two years, whenever I left the lab, I felt particularly lonely. Speaking of this, I must mention the angel I liked for two years. I tried to pursue her in a way that had no skills; after she rejected me, I automatically withdrew and kept trying to find a way to give up... Although there was no result, it was a significant chapter in my youthful emotions. It made me understand what it means to like someone. The research group helped me find my life’s interests. I will continue to strive in the direction of my interests, regardless of the outcome. Here, I must thank my boss again; he made my resume more impressive, and he has helped me so much during this time. I won’t forget you, and I will definitely help each other to the best of my ability. I’m about to go to a new place, and I hope to maintain the good qualities I accumulated over these two years and regain the discipline I had as a child, combining the two. I believe I don’t have to worry about graduation. This insomnia essay serves to record my two years of life. Keep it up, Singularity, and be the singularity in your heart. 💪